With
a look of disgust I watch the Senate's proceedings. They can't hide their
secrets from me, though they can easily hide them from others. It's sickening,
to see how little the past has impacted their thinking today. But I suppose,
despite careful planning and a near-flawless execution of those plans,
that it couldn't last.
It's been almost twenty-one
years since I last walked these halls, laying plans and carefully maneuvering
people into position for what should have been the war to end all wars.
I suppose I should count myself lucky that my goal was achieved for so
long before human error and desire finally resurfaced to set humanity back.
Unnoticed, I pass down the
hallway, lost in thought. Twenty-one years is a long time, it can change
a man. From soldier to politician, from desperate boy to loving father.
I've seen it happen, to Milliardo, to Heero Yuy. By rights, neither of
them should have had to bear the burden of this new conflict. They've done
more than could be asked already. If anything, it ought to have been their
children's children taking up the fight, not them. The peace ought to have
lasted generations, but it hasn't, and I can't help myself from wondering
if perhaps something in my plan failed.
In any event, what is in the
past cannot be changed, and the future is bearing down entirely too swiftly.
Were I able, I would gladly have intervened, worked out another scheme
to lay before humanity. Unfortunately, any power I had to do so was lost
in AC 195, but it was my choice, and even I couldn't have foreseen the
successful colonization of both Mars and Venus. It is logical that the
new trouble stems from an inept government, being as money and personal
interests drive the Senators and President on. Even without the disaster
on Venus, I'm relatively certain that they would have tried to break away
from the Earth Sphere Unified Nation. It is the 'Earth Sphere' government,
and both the Mars and Venus Sphere have developed in just a few years a
strong sense of unity and identity separate from their mother planet.
Silently I slip into Preventer
Commander Une's guest quarters and survey the scene. She is sitting before
the dressing mirror, apparently removing her hair from the tight buns she
had been wearing when she addressed the Senate. She looks terribly dejected
by the recent turn of events, but there's nothing I can do to assist or
comfort her-
A thought strikes me with
almost the force of a physical blow. There is perhaps a little that I can
do. Not enough to satisfy myself, I'm certain, but far better than being
only able to watch helpless as those I care about suffer. She remains unaware
of my presence even while I gather myself to approach her, so lost is she
in her own thoughts and troubles. I can see her shiver slightly as if the
temperature in the room dropped. Which I'm fairly certain it has. She's
looking at herself in the mirror, too distracted to notice. I can only
hope I don't scare her. Gathering my courage, I address her, hoping that
this half-formed idea works.
Lady?
No response, though
I think I saw her glance up for a moment. This may be more difficult than
I thought. Concentrating harder on my objective, I try once again.
Lady Une, you mustn't give
up now. Damn, this is more taxing than I would have guessed, but she
is looking around, confused. She must have heard me, against all logic.
"Who's there?" She glances
around, not seeing anyone present in her room. "Or am I just going mad,
on top of everything else?"
I would hardly expect insanity
from you, Lady. And I'm fairly certain you know who speaks.
I watch the color drain
from her face as she sits heavily back down, staring at the mirror in disbelief.
I can hardly blame her, really. Were I to approach anyone else in this
unusual manner, anyone less would likely have fainted dead away from shock.
Even Milliardo would likely have gone paler than his hair.
Forgive me for startling
you, Lady. I'm unaccustomed to this effort, nor am I certain how long I
can maintain it.
I can see her struggling
to comprehend what's going on, struggling to answer, if only to touch reality
thus. I would not have thought it possible for someone in my position to
ever be able to feel tired or exhausted by anything ever again, but I would
seem to be mistaken.
"T-Treize?" She finally stammers
out past her shock. Unseen still, I approach her, focusing every last ounce
of my will to what I feel I must do.
Indeed, Lady. I am here,
in a fashion. She's staring at the mirror, and if it was possible,
I would swear she had gone even paler. I steal a brief glance at the glass
and see just what she must be staring at in such shock. Barely visible
in the glass is my own reflection. I smile and lay a weightless hand on
Lady Une's shoulder.
"How-?" Is all she can manage
to say, so overcome by shock or sorrow. Perhaps, and likely, both.
You honestly think I would
just sleep idle while everything falls apart around you? Lady, I have been
watching over you for a very long time, I know nearly all of what is happening.
Now is not the time to give up hope. Many of the Preventers look to you
as their leader, and when the time comes, and it will soon, I can assure
you, you must be there to lead them.
"Th-then, you mean-?"
She seems to be recovering slightly from her shock, she's turned around
to face me directly, rather than the image in the mirror. "They're going
to-?"
I nod. Yes. Some of them
are going to attack the Senate in your name. Just like those in OZ loyal
to me attacked Romafellar in defense of my ideals. Mariemaia's predicted
'endless waltz' of war, peace, and revolution will continue.
I can see she's shaking
her head slightly, trying to assimilate all this information. I can only
admire her courage, continuing in the face of such odds, and laying plans
in preparation of the inevitable.
"We've- Noin and I have planned-"
She tries to explain. "To evacuate to Mars, but we'll have to abandon the
Earth to Venus then-"
Ssh. I know. But sometimes
it is necessary to retreat, to allow the worst to happen so that the final
goal can be achieved.
"Treize, I-" She slumps
slightly in her chair. I had never realized that my death would have affected
her so deeply. I must admit I was somewhat disappointed by the 'other side'.
It is and is not at all like what people have guessed about it for centuries.
I found I could wander freely, or disappear into oblivion, probably to
await reincarnation. Needless to say, Something urged me to go into the
world in this new form to do what I may. So I did, keeping silent, helpless
watch over things. Though I think I did have Senator Perth scared witless
once or twice.
Lady, I know, and I wait
for you. But it is not your time yet- Damn it all, it's getting far
too difficult to speak and maintain myself as an evenly barely visible
manifestation. Silently cursing, I let myself fade from view. Forgive
me, Lady, I cannot speak much longer. She nods slightly, and I idly
wonder if she will believe this ever happened once she has had the time
to think about it. Know that I will always be watching over you and
Mariemaia, even if I cannot reveal myself to be. And Lady, my dear Lady
Une, I love you with all my soul, and I shall await you on the other side.
Damn it all, I would
not have thought it possible for a spirit to be exhausted, but I am. I
can barely keep myself oriented.
After some length of time,
I'm not sure entirely how long it has been, or what has transpired, but
Lady Une is about to address the Senate one final time before they place
that selfish man Selvaggio in charge of the Preventers. She pauses in front
of the mirror and glances around the room before speaking to the silence.
"Treize, I will try my best,
even though peace for any of us seems a thousand years away. I believed
in you then, and I still do."
Her stride firm with renewed
purpose, she leaves the room. Unseen, I can only smile and in the silence
wish her the best.